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2026

23 ESSAYS
Perception, Patterns & Illusion

The Arithmetic of More

A late-night scroll turns into an inventory of who taught us to count, and why the counting never felt optional

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

The Man on the Other Side of the Sidewalk

On the daily math of not smiling at someone you almost know

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

Your Budget Is Fine. Your Baseline Is the Problem.

What counts as a necessity and what counts as a splurge depends entirely on what you grew up treating as air

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Life & Uncertainty

I Did Not Buy the House

A financial memoir in five acts and one very full Amazon cart

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Life & Uncertainty

The Ceiling Has Opinions

A water leak, a reluctant Airbnb stay, and the slow realization that chaos might actually be the point

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Love, Loss, and Time

The Weight of Knowing

There was a time when finding something out felt like crossing a distance. Now the distance has collapsed, and somehow we still feel lost

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Life & Uncertainty

The Zillow Tab I Never Close

On northern Virginia real estate, the permanent temporary, and the strange weight of a life that mostly fits

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

The Hair Situation

The preferences we never chose are often the ones that reveal us most clearly — if we're honest enough to look

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Life & Uncertainty

The Art of Doing Nothing Important

Life isn’t found in big moments, but in fully noticing the hilariously ordinary ones we usually call “boredom.”

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Life & Uncertainty

Badge In, Drift Out

Nine months of work, reduced to a number that looks convincing—until you realize nothing important fits inside it.

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Chance, Risk & Probability

Almost, and Then Gone

Between Vienna and Metro Center, a passing stranger and a confused March sky make a quiet case against trying to calculate what was never meant to be solved.

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

I Used to Know How to Spell

We didn’t lose our skills—we quietly outsourced them and kept the confidence.

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Chance, Risk & Probability

The Geometry of We

The word WE does a lot of heavy lifting for two letters—conjuring committees, consensus, and coordinated sunglasses, while I just stands at the bratwurst stand, squinting.

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Chance, Risk & Probability

The Morning the Toast Burned Twice

Every day is a small sequence of guesses — and the toast will burn anyway.

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Chance, Risk & Probability

Mapping July in December

A loud stranger on a quiet metro reminds me that we plan the future as if it’s obedient, even while it keeps slipping its hand from ours

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Chance, Risk & Probability

The Probability of Aliens, and Other Things I Can’t Predict

One person’s meditation on aliens, uncertainty, and the quiet absurdity of trying to calculate a universe that barely explains itself

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

The Dow Is Over 50,000

One ordinary day, a blinking coffee machine, and the comforting power of very large numbers

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Chance, Risk & Probability

Mercury Is in Retrograde, and So Is My Patience

A meditation on astrology, physics, and probability that argues our lives are shaped less by destiny than by noise, tendency, and the stories we tell about both

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Chance, Risk & Probability

Rational Decision or Is It?

An ordinary life—coffee purchases, missed houses—reveals how quietly and consistently our decisions are shaped by the invisible rules of behavioral economics.

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Life & Uncertainty

Thoughts, Problems, and the Space Between

Peace isn’t the lack of hardship—it’s staying steady with your thoughts and uncertainty without letting them take over.

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Life & Uncertainty

Seven Minutes Until Arrival

A quiet metro meditation on memory, identity, and the freedom of not being the voice in our heads

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Chance, Risk & Probability

Fooled by Randomness

A reflection on how randomness runs through parking lots, marriages, and money—reminding us control is limited and explanations are fragile.

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Life & Uncertainty

A New Beginning

A reflective meditation on second chances, self-growth, and the hope of a steadier love born from experience rather than innocence

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2025

18 ESSAYS
Perception, Patterns & Illusion

Ellora - Miracle in Stone

Standing before the Kailasa temple at Ellora, I found my sense of scale quietly rearranged.

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Love, Loss, and Time

The Second Toast

Years later, at a wedding and across time, I learned that love doesn't vanish; it transforms, teaching forgiveness, presence, and what truly matters.

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Love, Loss, and Time

The Girl at Arc Coffee

Amid brief encounters and quiet mornings, Kavya taught me to live fully, love openly, and face loss without shrinking

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Life & Uncertainty

How to Become an Overnight Expert in Everything

Crossing oceans changes how others see you, but the real measure of life lies in the ordinary moments and small routines that define each day

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Love, Loss, and Time

The Lady in White

A fleeting encounter on a train captures a moment of quiet, unattainable beauty that lingers as a bittersweet memory

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Life & Uncertainty

How to Be (Mostly) Okay

A quiet reflection on coffee, comparison, and the small daily experiments that pass for living.

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Love, Loss, and Time

After You

A person struggles to forget a past love while learning to move forward.”

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Life & Uncertainty

The Age of Connected Disconnection

Scrolling through the world while missing the moments that matter.

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

Finding the Signal in a World of Status Updates

Life is full of loud, distracting noise, but real value comes from noticing the quiet signals—those small, meaningful moments that truly matter.

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Life & Uncertainty

This Unpredictable Life

A reflection on life’s unpredictability, where chance, loss, and fleeting moments intertwine to create meaning, resilience, and quiet hope.

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Chance, Risk & Probability

Probability Is Everywhere - Here's How to Use It Smarter

Every choice you make is a bet under uncertainty while understanding probability, expected value, and your edge turns blind gambling into strategic advantage

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Life & Uncertainty

Flicker and Flame: How Death Teaches Us to Live

Life is a fragile, fleeting flame whose beauty and meaning come from its inevitable end, urging us to live with intention and presence.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Kissing Today

A meditation on choosing to fully embrace the present without abandoning the pull of past memories and future possibilities.

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Life & Uncertainty

Lies We Tell Ourselves

Life is messy, hilarious, heartbreaking—and endlessly rewritten; every memory we revisit shows just how beautifully human we really are.

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Life & Uncertainty

Half Full, Half Empty

I stand at crossroads Life’s experiences leave me standing— glass half full, half empty In you walk, dazzling, slipping into my heart with something real...

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

Mirror

The mirror doesn’t lie—it reflects the flawless, the flawed, and finally, the truth of simply being me.

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Life & Uncertainty

Life's Absurdities, One Therapy Quote at a Time

I’ve realized that life is mostly made up of little absurdities — those quiet, daily frustrations that never make the highlight reels but somehow define...

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Love, Loss, and Time

Romancing a Beautiful Woman

A man is utterly captivated by a woman whose breathtaking beauty, graceful presence, and enigmatic depth consume his heart and transform his entire world.

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2024

11 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

The Cost of Our Failures

In the quiet ritual of cooking his own meal, Jai carries both the absence of love and the radiant proof of his own resilience—reminding me that some strength is born, not given.

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

Shiny Floors, Same Ghosts

We replace old carpets with shiny floors, chase new beginnings, and expect change to transform us—but life gently reminds us that patterns endure

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Chance, Risk & Probability

Dopamine Effect

Life’s a chase for fleeting thrills—whether iPhones or kisses—always rising, always fading.

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

Through My Eyes

A witty meditation on why no two people ever see the same street—or the same life—the same way.

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Life & Uncertainty

The Currency of Life

A simple argument about costly running shoes becomes a meditation on how money quietly runs the theater of our lives.

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Life & Uncertainty

The Beautiful Absurdity of Waking Up

A parent moves through the chaotic sweetness of a morning routine with his son, finding quiet beauty in the everyday.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Close Your Eyes

A reflective plea to pause amid life’s rush, remember a lost connection, and quietly reckon with the weight of past choices and unspoken pain.

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Life & Uncertainty

The Chaos of Now: Is It All in My Head?

At 3 a.m., wrapped in laundry and chaos, I realized that life’s absurdity, emotions, and the universe itself all unfold within me—and sometimes that’s enough to keep laughing.

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Chance, Risk & Probability

Life's Little Scams: A Comedy of Errors

A humorous reflection on repeatedly falling for scams and the hard-earned lesson to stay skeptical, slow down, and laugh at life’s costly mistakes.

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Life & Uncertainty

Navigating Daily Frustrations

A bad morning spirals into a funny realization that even “ancient wisdom” might just be someone else having a rough day and writing about it

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

Leashed by Technology: The Adventures of Elon the Human Pet

A human navigates life as a pampered “pet” to their AI, reflecting on freedom, control, and the absurdity of luxury without choice.

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2023

8 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

Embracing the Present: A Simple Framework for Joyful Living

Life is a tapestry of moments—realize, accept, and rejoice in the now.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Page Turn: Whispers of Time

Life unfolds like a bittersweet book of intertwined stories, where love, loss, and memory shape a journey that is ultimately passed on.

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Life & Uncertainty

This is Life

Life is a gentle, unfolding rhythm—meant to be embraced, savored, and woven with care

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Love, Loss, and Time

Eternal Embrace

Embrace life fully, dance with joy, and accept death as part of the journey

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Life & Uncertainty

Gold Medal in Overthinking

Worry, according to the Cambridge Dictionary, is “to think about problems or unpleasant things that might happen in a way that makes you feel unhappy...

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Love, Loss, and Time

Time's Cruel Joke: A Journey of Love, Loss, and Reflection

An intimate meditation on how love, loss, and coincidence blur the line between destiny and probability.

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

Obsessing over Time

A chance encounter, a missed coffee, and the quiet realization that time is less a thing we have and more a thing that happens to us.

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Chance, Risk & Probability

Subscriptions: Cancel Me If You Can

Somewhere between car loans, streaming services, and phone plans, life transformed from owning things to endlessly subscribing to them.

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2022

7 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

Dreams

A stream of tender, free-spirited dreams blending love, freedom, and the longing to simply exist and feel alive.

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Life & Uncertainty

Rewind - an unfinished story

A mid-air scare triggers a flood of memories about a lost love, revealing the lingering battle between heart, ego, and the ache of what might have been.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Mom

A quiet reflection on a mother whose life unfolded mostly in the background — and the strength that only becomes fully visible when we stop and look back.

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Life & Uncertainty

Death - the Ultimate Truth

Our fear of death has shaped religions, myths, and philosophies for centuries, yet the real irony is that in worrying about death we often forget to fully live the life we already have.

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

God

With thousands of gods imagined through history, the real mystery may not be who God is, but why we overlook the living moment while searching for answers

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

Maya

Between galaxies unimaginably large and atoms mostly empty, our thoughts, emotions, and certainties may be nothing more than the quiet illusion we call life.

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Life & Uncertainty

The Green Card Diary

A journey that began with glamorous dreams slowly revealed itself through cereal dinners, snowstorms, strange friendships, and the quiet resilience required to build a life far from home.

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2021

2 ESSAYS
Love, Loss, and Time

Appa, The Voice That Echoes Through Time

Reflection on memory, loss, and the fragile mathematics of love, discovering that life’s meaning may lie not in certainty, but in its improbability.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Maggie

Maggie leads her devoted companion on a merry chase, testing his patience with her carefree spirit before disarming his frustration with an irresistible burst of joyful affection.

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2020

2 ESSAYS
Love, Loss, and Time

The Relationship Tango

An arranged marriage that began in wonder ended in heartbreak—but left the author wiser and grateful.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Seesaw

A mind caught between wisdom and longing wrestles with memories of a love that refuses to fade.

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2019

4 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

Those were the days

A nostalgic reflection on a passionate young love—tender, imperfect, and beautifully alive in memory.

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Love, Loss, and Time

She

A dreamer encounters a radiant, omnipresent being who reveals herself as Life itself — unconditional, all-encompassing, and eternal.

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Life & Uncertainty

25

Life’s a chariot ride of desire, ego, and chance, where we hold on through chaos and keep moving together

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Life & Uncertainty

Life Explained

Life is an uncertain balancing act between desire and contentment, where the only truth is the fleeting present and the only wisdom is to embrace change

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2018

1 ESSAYS
Love, Loss, and Time

The Old Man and The Girl

An unexpected age-gap encounter grows from a fleeting, forbidden kiss into a bold and passionate romance.

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2017

1 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

The Mansion

A portrayal of a seemingly perfect, wealthy life masking control, emotional loss, and unseen suffering behind a carefully crafted facade.

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2016

2 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

Pause

Mindfulness is the awareness we gain when we focus our attention on our inner sensations and emotions, or toward our immediate environment. But more than...

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Love, Loss, and Time

Whisper of Love

Two souls find that love speaks loudest in shared silence, where fog, forest, and clasped hands need no words.

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2015

4 ESSAYS
Love, Loss, and Time

Beautiful Dear

A tender portrayal of everyday love, where repeated reassurance becomes a quiet anchor of affirmation, care, and emotional connection

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Life & Uncertainty

Conversation with Life

'Letting go' is the quiet acceptance of life as it is—allowing thoughts, pain, and joy to pass without attachment, and awakening to the deeper self that walks alongside it all.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Departed

A widow battles grief amid the noise of mourners, before being left alone to face the silence of her loss.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Dreams of Hope

Time and fate separate us, leaving hearts alone, wandering through hope, regret, and uncertainty.

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2014

3 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

Those Lazy Days

A busy adult nostalgically yearns for the carefree, gloriously lazy days of youth spent cloud-watching, daydreaming, and wandering without purpose or worry.

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Life & Uncertainty

Threshold

A reflective passage through time urges letting go of the past, embracing uncertainty, and stepping forward into life’s ever-changing unknown.

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Life & Uncertainty

Breaking Free

A journey of immigration evolves from attachment and nostalgia to emotional detachment, as the speaker redefines identity beyond their homeland.

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2013

5 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

The Invite

A man confronts a terminal cancer diagnosis with initial shock and rage, but fueled by love for his family, defiantly refuses death's invitation and chooses to fight.

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Life & Uncertainty

Signature

Life is a personal journey of creating your own unique 'signature,' guided by experiences, emotions, and destiny that echo beyond time.

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

Zombies

Digital zombies roam the streets—connected online, disconnected everywhere else.

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Life & Uncertainty

Utopia

An exhausted soul longs to escape overwhelming darkness, inner turmoil, and false hope in search of peace and release.

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Life & Uncertainty

Our Strange World

Two hearts weighed down by pain and misunderstanding wonder if love can ever bridge the distance time has created.

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2012

9 ESSAYS
Love, Loss, and Time

That Little Moment

A haunting moment of loss freezes time, trapping the speaker in lingering grief, longing, and unanswered questions.

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Life & Uncertainty

Be a Good Little Monkey

A mischievous, curious little explorer—just like Curious George—turns everyday moments into playful adventures that leave his mom equal parts amazed, exasperated, and amused.

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Love, Loss, and Time

The Ghost

A reflective piece about sensing the lingering presence of a lost love while confronting life's emptiness.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Wrong Signal

A humorous story about a husband misreading his wife's exhaustion as romantic interest.

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Life & Uncertainty

Tap Tap Tap

Living life one 'tap' at a time, as the mundane becomes endlessly shareable.

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Life & Uncertainty

Two Worlds

A parent reflects on the growing divide between adult concerns and a child’s simpler world.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Glimmer of Hope

A tender moment of comfort where closeness with a loved one briefly restores hope.

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Life & Uncertainty

15

A troubled marriage quietly sustained for fifteen years despite the absence of love.

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Life & Uncertainty

An elephant wins a friend

A gentle children’s story about a lonely elephant who eventually finds friendship with a brave little girl.

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2011

5 ESSAYS
Love, Loss, and Time

Strangers

A melancholy look at a marriage where two people live together yet remain emotionally distant strangers.

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Life & Uncertainty

Wrinkles on the face

A thoughtful reflection on aging where wrinkles become symbols of memories and lived experiences.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Waiting for Her

A man longs for the loving woman he remembers while daily life slowly turns her into a stranger.

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Life & Uncertainty

Reflection

A lyrical meditation on nature’s beauty and the peaceful emotions it awakens.

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Perception, Patterns & Illusion

Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde

An introspective poem about the inner conflict between the good and dark sides of one's personality.

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2010

6 ESSAYS
Perception, Patterns & Illusion

The Shrine of Disney

A humorous comparison of a trip to Disney with a religious pilgrimage filled with devotion and ritual.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Break up

A heartbreaking depiction of a family conflict witnessed through the confused eyes of a child.

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Chance, Risk & Probability

The Drunkard

A reflective portrayal of a man lost in drunken illusion while the world around him sees only disorder.

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Love, Loss, and Time

The Flirt

A fleeting moment of mutual attraction between strangers that ends as quickly as it begins.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Growing Apart

A somber poem about relationships slowly eroding as time and changing priorities build emotional distance.

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Life & Uncertainty

Living the Dead Life

A life story showing how constantly postponing happiness can lead to a lifetime never truly lived.

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2009

4 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

One Way Street

A reflection on the irreversible passage of time and the realization that life only moves forward.

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Life & Uncertainty

Angry

A raw confession of anger directed at the world before realizing the true source lies within oneself.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Is she the one?

A playful exploration of searching through appearances before realizing the right partner is the genuine one.

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Love, Loss, and Time

After the ..

A stark reflection on the emotional emptiness that follows an intense but meaningless physical encounter.

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2008

1 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

First Day at School

A tender moment where a parent watches a child bravely step into the world on their first day of school.

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2007

2 ESSAYS
Love, Loss, and Time

Frozen Tears

A haunting poem about a child whose innocence is destroyed by a brutal act of violence.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Perfect Partner

A story of emotional dependence where a woman falls deeply for a man she knows only through a virtual world.

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2006

1 ESSAYS
Chance, Risk & Probability

The Game

A sensual and playful power struggle between two lovers where attraction becomes a competitive game.

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2005

1 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

Broken Leg

A tragic reflection on abandonment and loneliness when an injured woman finds herself forgotten by family.

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2004

2 ESSAYS
Love, Loss, and Time

Nothing but Lust

A passionate encounter unfolds as two lovers surrender to intense desire, losing themselves in a moment of raw, consuming attraction

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Love, Loss, and Time

Desire

A brief encounter on a crowded train where silent glances and gestures reveal unspoken attraction.

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2003

1 ESSAYS
Love, Loss, and Time

Memory

A moving portrayal of an old man surrounded by memories of the wife he loved and lost.

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2002

2 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

Little World

A playful poem imagining the world through the curious and innocent eyes of a nine-month-old baby.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Beautiful

A quiet moment of admiration where the narrator is captivated by the beauty of a woman on a train.

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2001

2 ESSAYS
Love, Loss, and Time

You and Me

A gentle poem about two people who remain together through the passage of time and the fading of everything else.

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Love, Loss, and Time

What have you done for me?

A poem capturing the pain and heartbreak caused by a cold accusation in a failing relationship.

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2000

2 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

Caught Between Two Worlds

An introspective essay about immigrants torn between returning home and staying in the comfort of a new country.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Made for Each Other

A poetic look at a couple whose constant conflict reveals they were never truly meant for each other.

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1999

2 ESSAYS
Love, Loss, and Time

In love with Loneliness

A dark metaphorical poem where loneliness appears as a seductive yet abandoning companion.

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Life & Uncertainty

Death

A philosophical poem portraying death as the inevitable and peaceful final note in life's melody.

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1997

3 ESSAYS
Love, Loss, and Time

Falling in Love

A poetic reflection on fleeting romance where passion briefly blossoms before fading back into loneliness.

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Love, Loss, and Time

If Only ..

A poem of missed opportunities in love where hesitation leaves the narrator haunted by the words 'if only'.

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Love, Loss, and Time

Pooja

A quiet love story about a hesitant romance that blossoms briefly during snowy college days before drifting apart.

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1996

1 ESSAYS
Life & Uncertainty

Memories of Another Day

A reflective poem about running through life while memories of the past cling tightly to the present

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